It takes courage to get back up from falling and start over something new because life will not be waiting for you to be ready to move up. So let’s say halo to life.
“She has always been the one who takes me as I am. Always has. Always will.”
So it has been a gloomy morning since I woke up, and it gets me thinking gloomy things too. I am now 20 years old and what have I achieved? Big question pops up.
I am an undergaduate telecommunication engineering student with a medieval GPA, never get involved into those sounds-cool-labs-activities, and a procrastinator in doing my thesis. I have great friends but never think that I am great to them. Never think that I am the one who can always be counted. Fact shows. I love my oh-so-very-close friend and I can’t even soothe her down when she is in trouble. And don’t feel like an awesome girlfriend for my beloved one. The family trouble that remains unsolved, I suddenly feel like I wanna run away like hell
But I’m not gonna be drawn any deeper. Get a life!
Being this 20 should wake me up from this teenage memories that only fulfilled by having fun, home works, silly relationship, complaining too much, and any other immature things. It also got me realized that this is the truly life. The good side is when you are finally carrying this-tremendously-big problem, it means God has believed that you can have it solved. It is not the time to think of what will we get, but what have we done. I gotta keep giving. I gotta believe that spreading kindness and get freed myself from negative thoughts are the things that will make me feel more alive. I have been wasting my life this 20 years and I gotta get it over. Every day in my life is a given chance from God. I’ve gotta finish my thesis and being graduated as soon as possible, gotta cheering up my great friends no matter what the responses are, gotta stay there for good for my most beloved one, and gotta be rigid everytime the problem slaps me.
Being succeed doesn’t always be seen from how many awards you get, how many times you mingle at the famous socializing place, how wealth you are, how much GPA you get. But for me it is seen from how many times you successfully do good things, how many times you stand from hard life circumstance and how much you being loved by people around you.
Be mattered for God, for your own self, and for your beloveds.
This song never fails me
“don’t turn away, dry your eyes dry your eyes, don’t be afraid. I’ll keep it all inside all inside when you fall apart”
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